Hello World! Time flies, isn’t it…and it has been more than a week since I last update my blog. I know the last post on my Paris trip really freaks people out and especially my friends. I am not exactly okay but I am still surviving so please don’t worry for me, k? It will only make me feel worse and you can help me by treating me like I am normal. My horoscope sign is Gemini and people born under Gemini are extremely egoistic. I believe that I a woman who can take care of myself. I don’t like to listen to lectures and I prefer to learn things through the hard way. And only that, I will learn. Oh well…that’s IRENE for you. 🙂
Actually…I am really tired cos I have not slept for the past 48 hours but I really want to finish up this post. I want to blog down my feelings and at the same time, this helps to keep my emotions in check. I haven’t been sleeping well, eating well, feeling well…etc…but here I am typing out this post is to make a promise to myself that I wanna treat myself better. I am not single and neither do I feel that I am in a relationship . So..I guess that means I am in a complicated relationship? Lol. The two of us are in a confused and indecisive state and I think that happens in a Gemini-Gemini relationship when both parties have extreme egos and high pride. We won’t bow down to any one or to any situations. We can lose anything but we can’t afford to lose ourselves. If we ever lose ourselves, it means the end of us. It is scary! Neither one of us has the guts to do something so I just gonna take this as a “term break” before we come into a conclusion. I will just let him do whatever he wants and I will do whatever I want too. If we are meant together, we will be back together and I won’t force things to go my way. Yes, I love him but I need to love myself more. The way he treats me hurts me but the way I am hurting myself hurts even me even more.
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